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| Who you used to be |
[20 Apr 2005|04:08pm] |
It seems like when we fall in love, we create such a beautiful picture of the person we fall in love with. We ignore every bad quality... every vice and every attitude, because we see them only as we want to. It's only after that person has left out lives that we realize how horrible they really were.
I don't miss you. I miss who I thought you were.
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[27 Mar 2005|12:00pm] |
There are those people that, I believe, you will never get over.
The people you'd take in an instant, if they only felt the same.
If only...
Why does my life seem to be centered around "if only"s?
If only" and "too" are the words that are far too common in my life.
If only he felt this way towards me, if only he were as dedicated, if only I wasn't so lazy...
if only I had my faith.
Too unmotivated, too fat, too tired, too ugly, too lost to be saved anymore...
too broken
And too overwhelmed to care.
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[26 Mar 2005|03:14am] |
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Yea, you just keep on keeping on. You have the endorsement of about the smallest minded male attention whore ever.
You must be very proud.
I get the biggest kick out of the pots calling the kettles "attention whores".
ROFLMAO
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| I never made you feel complete.. I would never bring you down.. so down. |
[24 Mar 2005|09:08am] |
Hummm, so call me crazy but I don't think people should be constantly judging you or predicting your actions. They don't know who you are so they should stop belittling your capabilities, because no one really knows what other people are capable of even themselves.
Cliches don't rhyme.
And to add more to my point from above, just because you enjoy criticizing others to the point where you are much more critical of them than they are of themselves, it doesn't mean that they enjoy hearing it. And it's not constructive criticism, it's critcism that hurts people's feelings. It offends me. It's true, I'm offended easily. You say that you wish other people would judge you the way you judge others. I don't want to do that. It's not my place to tell you who you are because it's your job to find out, not mine. So please back off and let me find out who I am without you interfering.
And I'm tired of sitting here and talking about it.
I'm really sweaty guys. I smell like my brother. Woah. Just kidding, his blanket is just really nearby.
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[27 Jan 2005|09:08pm] |
So my journal is friends only,
maybe someday I'll get a cool banner?
Don't comment, don't add me... I will comment and I will add YOU.
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[27 Jan 2005|09:07pm] |
Everyone pretty much sucks at keeping up with their livejournals.
I want to make mine friends only.......... yeah.
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[12 Dec 2004|08:22pm] |
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I've thought a lot... and I realized that I can't always fix people and that's okay. Some people need to fix themselves. I over reacted too. I hate feeling like I always need to apologize to someone. So I'm just going to get the apology over with and quit pissing people off. I hate loving people, it hurts.
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[08 Dec 2004|11:03pm] |
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It's hard to love someone so much and want to protect them, and when you try it blows up in your face. Sometimes I think all my efforts are in vain. Sometimes I think I'm being a good friend when all I end up doing is ruining everything. I wish she could see what I see... that she deserves better. I don't want to stop until she gets better. I think I just lost my best friend.
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[03 Dec 2004|11:00pm] |
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Wow I'm so incredibly sickened. A boy who hits a girl deserves to die. Josh deserves to die for the things he has done to her. This relationship had been over for so long, she's moved on, but all this crap is still going down. I can't sit by and let this keep happening, that's how it got this bad: nobody did anything. I'm going to do something. BECAUSE I'M HER BEST FRIEND.
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[28 Nov 2004|09:47am] |
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Okay something funny just happened. I mean it wasn't THAT funny but someone just called to tell me I'm hot. It was a prank call. But it was totally totally Jared Lane I could tell by his stupid Barney laugh that I used to love but now I hate. Oh well, self esteem booster anyway.
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[26 Nov 2004|02:43pm] |
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TODAY I AM THANKFUL FOR SELINE, AND THE FACT THAT SHE WILL GO TO THE GYM WITH ME AT 4 IN THE MORNING TO WORK OFF THOSE 320853058 THANKSGIVING CALORIES, EW.
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| gjl;yufuylghkjkfhj |
[19 Nov 2004|02:20pm] |
Tomorrow mine and Darin's relationship is 9 months old. So tonight we are going to the beachyesssssss.
I really really LOVE him a lot.
9 months... We could have totally had a baby by now.
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[14 Nov 2004|06:40pm] |
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LALA I hate myself I'm a failure LALALA I want to die LALALALALA
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[12 Nov 2004|04:48pm] |
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At work I always drink too much hot chocolate... then at my lunch break I have nothing to do because I'm not hungry because my belly is full of hot chocolate. You know... that feeling? Hot chocolate fills me up like no otherrrrrr.
MOVIE NIGHT AT MY HOUSE TONIGHT WITH
Darin my love, Hot Chad, Jessicaohmygosh !!, Buddha, Thad, Jazzy, Michelle who smells, Andy my English friend, PETAH, Josh, Kyle who loves Jessica, That kid Mike...
DO YOU WANT TO COME?????
Then call me, ishface.
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[11 Nov 2004|11:10pm] |
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SO I'M TOTALLY GOING TO WRITE IN THIS THING NOW! Jess is going to make it look cool! Wow ya sd;kjgha;skgh!
I cut my bangs they look kinda ugly.
PS I'm a pirate!
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[20 Oct 2004|10:04pm] |
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Remember the day you called to say they were playing our song? Remember how i didnt really seem to care? I did. I really did. I wish you still cared
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[19 Oct 2004|04:35pm] |
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GREEN DAY DUH |
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Ok WTF?? Jessica has free tickets to Green Day and she isn't taking me. I can't believe she would ever consider NOT taking me. Green Day is like aklgha;kghlkgh SOOO AMAZING!
Oh well I'll get over it somedayyyyyyy but when I have free ticket to Brand New we'll see who needs who then......... HUH?!
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| FFAF <333333 |
[18 Oct 2004|08:10pm] |
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No matter where you go
They'll fucking tie you down
And bleed you from your wrists
Well, it's better that we leave
Leave it this way
And just to soften the blow
I'll steal all of your kisses
And sew them up
In the creases of our hearts.
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| l;au gt;oihgqe |
[10 Oct 2004|10:43am] |
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I'm watching 7th Heaven. I love Ashlee Simpson but she is an awful excuse for an actress.
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